This is me experiencing ecstasy at my internship because I love it so much.
Now that I’ve got all that happiness out of my system, can I just inform you that I am sick and my nose keeps leaking and my ears are clogged and my body is sore and weak. I think what is making this all worse is that in a brilliant attempt to defeat my illness with productivity, I went to the gym. And now my muscles are all so sore I can not stand up straight, I can not straighten my arms, and my body just straight up hurts.
Sometimes I feel like I should cave in and just use medicine, but I hate using medicine to fight off what I believe my body should be able to conquer on its own, and hey if I’m wrong and I die then whatever the end.
I am laying here naked possibly burning up with a fever and the heat from my laptop isn’t helping and I probably just need to sleep, but I have to prepare for my Intermediate Microeconomics Analysis quiz tomorrow. I am contemplating going to the showers and just laying across the ground and letting cold water fall on me but I fear that since they are communal showers I will get fungus/ AIDS/ cancer/ plague/ ringworm from the ground and if anyone else has to shower they will look at me like I’m crazy, but I’m not crazy I’m just sick. Somebody take care of me. :’(
What can I end this post with. My aunt went back to college and she asked me if I could take her calculus class for her and I had to decline. I tried taking a calculus course for another friend and it was just too involved. I always say I had the best calculus teacher because she gave me an A, but I can’t do anyone else’s courses for them so I don’t know how good she really was (plus it’s been four years).

